Oit!

hehee..



ok wat did i do dis weekend so far...
hmm....
OH! OH!
met up wif the most kecoh person eva...
*drum roll*
SHEIKHA SAIDAH!!
ahhaha...
kauz...
dah lama tak nampak ko.
1st time i saw her...
i was like...
"mak sape ni?"
hahaa..
she's the same old sheikha.
mcm gerek plak bebual ngan ko.
Jumpa lagi per!
hohoho!
Nxt time lar eh..
nxt time.
heh.


anw,
after meeting up wif her, suddenly i kept thinking of u-know-who.
well, expected lah kan.
but wats done is done rite?
wats left is to learn the mistakes i made.
to learn wat i shldnt do n SHOULD do.
haha...

one of the biggest lesson i learnt is...
"To Appreciate Her"
wat i mean is... treat her as if she's gonna leave u any second.
not by pampering her wif wealth or be her slave or wateva lah.
but more of... hard to explain.
example... everytime u meet her, make her feel dat u REALLY wan 2 meet her or.. or..
or.. u r REALLY enthusiastic in meeting her?
as if its the 1st time u met her after 5yrs of separation.
u know... dat kind of thing.
oh... n dun pretend.
must be sincere.

another lesson learnt...
"Communication"
yes, u r right.
communication is one of the most impt factor in a r'ship.
one of my biggest flaws.
i kept a lot of things to myself.
so much dat she dunno who's the real me.
bein honest n expressing one self is not my forte...
but i'm trying my best to fix dis.
the reasons i kept a lot of things to myself n not share is...
i'm scared dat they wld leave me after knowing how "low" i am.
n oso... i feel dat my prob is soo small dat ppl dun really care bout knowing it.
i guess dats y i didnt really share much.
but i was wrong AGAIN.
haha.
sumtimes we need to share.
especially to dat special sumone.
n bout too scared dat she'll leave after knowing the real me?
well, i tot bout it.
i guess isnt it better dat sumone left u after knowing who u really are...
rather than leaving u BCOZ they dunno who u really are.
true?
truuueee~


i tink i kinda miss her.

OH SHIT!!
wat am i saying!!
its been nearly a year!!
get over it lah boy!
oh n she's wif sumone else now.
i'm not saying dat i'm happy but i'm happy for her.
hope she found the "One" for her.
from the way things been going...
i'm guessing they'll be together for a very very long time.
=)


To wrap it up.
Break-ups aren't really a bad thing.
u learn a lot of things.
u learn bout ur mistakes.
n u know ur one step closer to Her.


To Ms ButterFly,
Thank You For Everything...
From The Things I've Learnt From You...
To The Beautiful Memories That I Treasure Most.
=)

dats all for now.
Kinda Sleepy.
*yawn*
k ciaoz!~



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