Oit!

hehee..



ok wat did i do dis weekend so far...
hmm....
OH! OH!
met up wif the most kecoh person eva...
*drum roll*
SHEIKHA SAIDAH!!
ahhaha...
kauz...
dah lama tak nampak ko.
1st time i saw her...
i was like...
"mak sape ni?"
hahaa..
she's the same old sheikha.
mcm gerek plak bebual ngan ko.
Jumpa lagi per!
hohoho!
Nxt time lar eh..
nxt time.
heh.


anw,
after meeting up wif her, suddenly i kept thinking of u-know-who.
well, expected lah kan.
but wats done is done rite?
wats left is to learn the mistakes i made.
to learn wat i shldnt do n SHOULD do.
haha...

one of the biggest lesson i learnt is...
"To Appreciate Her"
wat i mean is... treat her as if she's gonna leave u any second.
not by pampering her wif wealth or be her slave or wateva lah.
but more of... hard to explain.
example... everytime u meet her, make her feel dat u REALLY wan 2 meet her or.. or..
or.. u r REALLY enthusiastic in meeting her?
as if its the 1st time u met her after 5yrs of separation.
u know... dat kind of thing.
oh... n dun pretend.
must be sincere.

another lesson learnt...
"Communication"
yes, u r right.
communication is one of the most impt factor in a r'ship.
one of my biggest flaws.
i kept a lot of things to myself.
so much dat she dunno who's the real me.
bein honest n expressing one self is not my forte...
but i'm trying my best to fix dis.
the reasons i kept a lot of things to myself n not share is...
i'm scared dat they wld leave me after knowing how "low" i am.
n oso... i feel dat my prob is soo small dat ppl dun really care bout knowing it.
i guess dats y i didnt really share much.
but i was wrong AGAIN.
haha.
sumtimes we need to share.
especially to dat special sumone.
n bout too scared dat she'll leave after knowing the real me?
well, i tot bout it.
i guess isnt it better dat sumone left u after knowing who u really are...
rather than leaving u BCOZ they dunno who u really are.
true?
truuueee~


i tink i kinda miss her.

OH SHIT!!
wat am i saying!!
its been nearly a year!!
get over it lah boy!
oh n she's wif sumone else now.
i'm not saying dat i'm happy but i'm happy for her.
hope she found the "One" for her.
from the way things been going...
i'm guessing they'll be together for a very very long time.
=)


To wrap it up.
Break-ups aren't really a bad thing.
u learn a lot of things.
u learn bout ur mistakes.
n u know ur one step closer to Her.


To Ms ButterFly,
Thank You For Everything...
From The Things I've Learnt From You...
To The Beautiful Memories That I Treasure Most.
=)

dats all for now.
Kinda Sleepy.
*yawn*
k ciaoz!~



Will We Ever Be Friends Again...




I'm on off!

n i'm spending the whole day at home???

WOOOTT!!!

haha.. oklah.
actually juz came back from jogging at bedok res.
gonna do it again 2moro!!
YESSA!
u can do it bebeh!
hehe..

u know wat..
there's like... nearly nobody there!
there's only like... 5 ppl jogging there.
sooooo boring sey!
i like it if there's a lot of ppl.
feels so lively.
heh.
well, its a good thing oso wen there's not many ppl.
kinda peaceful.
hehe..


oh ya!
u know wat...
yest my mum told me to help my dad throw away some chairs.

Mum: "apiz, nanti tolong abah buangkan kerusi eh?"
Me: "huh? buang krosi? buat aper? yang mane?"
Mum: "taklah.. dah tkde tempat. mak nak letak tin pon tkde tempat. bulan puasa dah nak dtg.. abeh tin rempeyek nak letak mane?"
Me: "ooohh... abeh kerusi yang mane?"
Mum: "kerusi yang hijau tu."
Me: "HUH???!!! ITU SOFA!!!
Mum: "haha.. ah yelah sofa."
Me: "Alaaa!!! asal buang sofa!! yang kecik nyer jer eh?"
Mum: "taklah... suma. ngan yang panjang skali."
Me: "ALAAA!! abeh tgk tv nak dudok mane???"
Mum: "dudok bawahlah. awak ni poonn!!"
Me: "alaaa... =( "


walao!!
she wanna throw away the SOFA!!!
SOFA sia!!
wats a house w/o a sofa sey!!
i rather throw my bed lor!
kauz.. wasted sey.
kerusi yang tak pakai tanak buang.
kerosi yang pakai nak buang plak.
DIAOZ!
oklah.. the sofa nyer kaki dah gone lar.
n oso my brader vandalised the back of the sofa alr.
but.. those r memories!!

i really really hope she changed her mind.
man...
its gonna be a very weird Hari Raya if there's no sofa.
*sob sob*


k ciaoz!~


Expect Nothing Out Of Everything...




Eh!!

I got off on monday n tues laaaaaa!!!
ahhaha...

I'm soooooooo gonna walk around the east!!
with my black shirt~
lalalaaaa~

show off sey!

suka ah!


lets go!
G! O! GO!


but before that....




NAK MANDI!
BYE!




Cant Wait To Wear My All New Black Shirt!!!

HEHEHEEEE!!!

LOVING IT!!!

Cotton On Me Bebeh~


k ciaoz!~




ok...
time to clarify some stuffs here.

Ppl hav been saying i'm together wif sumone now.
well, i'm not ok.
at the beginning, i dun mind ppl talking lar.
but if it starts to affect her life...
den... cannot lar kan.

yes, i admit dat i've been spending waaayyy too much time wif fadzillah.
but nooooo... we aren't together.
n we CAN'T be together.
lol.

fyi, we r total opposites.
lemme see...
if she's the sun, i'm the moon.
we can be frens... we can work together...
but we can't BE together!
if we do, i'll be burned to crisp!!!
EEK!
hahaha...
den good luck to u guys on earth coz there'll be no night.
24/7 work work work!
hahaa...


So aniway,
we r juz good frens.
we alwayz end up goin out together coz she has been having this extreme hunger urge and i'm the only person free enuff to entertain her and our home is not dat far apart?
i guess dats the only reason lar kan?
heh.
no laar... she's an interesting person dat likes to talk n talk n talk n talk.
especially bout... errmmm... the THREE!
ahhaa....
so i'll juz listen n listen n listen.
neverending lar cerita makcik ni!

i'm juz waiting for her to get herself a bf.
dunno lar which one she will choose.
i juz wish the 3 combine powers then become 1 person.
den she'll CONFIRM go for dat person...

...AND I'LL BE FREE!!!
ahhaha...

no lar juz kidding.
at least it'll stop some unreal rumors.
hoho.


For Mr 1: Hold on eh... I think she's falling for u again! haha!

For Mr 2: I wonder what's ur motive behind all those matchmaking? hmm...

For Mr 3: Plz laaaaa!! we r frens onii! tkyah emo emo laaa... u hav a higher chance compared to me lor! hohoho..



k lar... dats all actually.
juz wanna clarify some stuffs.
weeeeeee!~

k ciaoz!

Time to get back to work!!
n...

back to square one..




Have u ever woke up early in the morning..
den got an sms from sumone dat suddenly made u smile the whole day thinking bout it?

Well,

I JUZ DID!


HAHAHAA!!


ok here's wat happened..



as usual, i woke up to go down for breakfast.
den, i received a msg from my sister.

it goes by..
"slmt hari jadi..
Da 7 Rejab...
B'day apis.."

haha...

i was like...
SERIOUS NARI 7 REJAB??
lol.
well, i didnt know dat.

i was touched lah.

but a few secs later...
i got another msg!

guess wat!
its from my mum!
n she msged me this...

"Happy birthday, my baby boy."

AAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!
I nearly cried sia!!
it really meant a lot sey!
soooo sweett kaaan!
it made me smile the whole day lor!
i was super active today.
aahaha..
i'll nvr delete dat sms from the fone.
i'll nvr sell dis fone.
hehehee!


she called me "BABY BOY!!"
hahaha!


coool laaaaaaaa!!

ok i'm crazy.


byyeee!~


Pizza Hut Per?
=P



k ciaoz!~