ok...
can i ask sumting?
during Hari Raya,
how many of u actually know wat to say wen asking for forgiveness?
haha..
i mean.... really really know.
or do u juz say for the sake of saying it?

from a small kid,
i kept asking wat to say wat to say wat to say.
in the end, my parents juz told me to say "Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin".
-end-
dats all.

ok.. now i'm all grown up.
n wen i was a kid, i imagined myself knowing wat to say by the time i've grown up.
well, SURPRISE~
i still dunno.
ahhaha!

for the past few years,
i've been eavesdropping wat others tried to say wen asking for forgiveness.
n I KNOW U DID DAT TOO!!
haha...

i dunno wat to say coz i dunno wat wrong did i do to dat person.
i mean... usually if i did sumting wrong, i'll ask for forgiveness rite on the spot.
(well, dats the CORRECT thing to do)
so HOW??!!!

well, the answer... i cant giv u.
neither can i giv it to myself.
coz a real apology dun need any rehearsals.
a real apology will juz come out at that moment.
coz if u need to rehearse ur apologies, den its a script.
not an apology.


so now,
i wanna apologize to everybody who's reading this blog n oso those who doesnt.
i wanna apologize for all the bad things i did to u guys, be it intentionally or unintentionally.
those dat might hurt ur feelings.
i really wanna apologize for all those harsh words i've said.
as u know, my mouth is quite an "overshot" mouth.
w/o knowing i might hurt u guys wif my words.
n lastly,
for everything dat i've wrote in my blog.
sumtimes i mean to hurt sumone juz for the sake of revenge.
sumtimes i mean to write bad things bout ppl coz i'm juz not satisfied bout dat person.
sumtimes i mean to say sumtin bad bout others coz.. well, to me they need to change to be better.
all dat...
i am really really sorry.
n if i cld turn back time, i'll take everything back.
i'll redo all the mistakes i did.
n i'll even change myself.

n above all...




SORRY LAH KORANG!!!!



k ciaoz.


PS: next year buat lagik! =P

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